Friday, July 27, 2012


So i didnt gain too much weight! despite all of the sweets i have been eating in the last like 3 weeks lol. last weigh in i was 144.0lbs i think and today i weighed in at 145.6lbs. so i gained almost 2 lbs... but i dont think thats that bad considering that was due to poor eating AND no exercise. i expected to have gained more. but that ends now! (hah..)

before school starts i want to be 139.5-9lbs. thats about -5lbs and i can do it! heh. tomorrow i will start working out again because tonite i really need to get working on my applications... id like them to be as done as possible by aug 1.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Failure to the max...

So as you can see i havent blogged in forever... (A MONTH). I feel so shitty that i burned out of P90X in TWO WEEKS... im starting completely over monday (gonna work out before then tho but officially restarting p90 on monday ... restarting at phase 1). I am very disappointed in myself but thats how it usually goes... i get going on something then i miss a day or two then before i know it im completely off the horse... -_-

this time around is a test for me to get through this. my plan is to still get under 140 before school starts (tomorrow ill weigh in and hopefully i wont have gained too much...) and then go from there. by the end of the year id like to be -20lbs lighter AT LEAST. that means ... lets say 145-20 = 125. not bad.   but i almost might start doing vlogs so i can see face changes but ill probably only do that every two weeks or something.

anyways. i will start TONITE... well i need adam to turn the treadmill and lower it but yes i want to start soon.. (if not tonite :P but i do have work i need to do.... )